Was depressed about my x, could not write, could not do anything so went on a trip with my friends to Coorg. Wed we where to catch the train. all of us running for it and suddenly I had a seizure and fell. Lucky I have good friends they carried me and put me in an ambulance . took me to a hospital where it was like a fucking rehab but it was an ICU. for 3 days I spent staring at white walls. I almost went mad. They pumped me with meds through my veins.Made me realize the time to up the music game is now, I know have not long.